not real sure bout that one!! i do think ive been close a few times. good cure though i think might be. find something else to do besides dwell on what is driving ya there. if people dont like where they ar or where they are headed... change direction.. all up to the one going nutz. noone else can help ya til you help yur self. if you think you are close please do your best to find some humor in it somewhere and make yourself well... good luck and i mean that honestly... not just saying it.